So, lately I’ve been literally obsessed with Grey’s Anatomy. I can’t get enough of it! It’s ridiculously addicting. Also recently I’ve been dealing with my issues of loneliness and trust and just all around contentment. In addition I have learned that my love language is quality time, but that I’m also crazy and the quality time like has to be on my terms. Which is stupid; working on that. 

Most people don’t know this, but I almost majored in pre-law or paralegal. Going to law school has been in my mind a lot lately, and English majors going to Law school and being successful came up twice today. I don’t know if it is just a coincidence or if I’m supposed to go to Law school.

Which is scary and difficult and I don’t even want to go to Grad school..Why would I want to be in Law school? Really…And than along with that I feel like it might be a sign that I’m supposed to go to Law school because I really don’t want to do it.

Are endless with an iPhone.

Be my one and only passion. The rock to which I continually run. Help me to not swerve to the right or to the left. Keep my eyes fixed on you, the author and perfecter of my faith.

I ought to hold myself to the highest standards in every way: in great endurance, in troubles, in hard work, sleepless nights and hunger. In purity, understanding, patience, and kindness; through glory and dishonor; genuine, yet regarded as impostors; known, yet regarded as unknown; dying, and yet we live in; beaten, and yet not killed; SORROWFUL, YET ALWAYS REJOICING; poor, Yet making many rich; HAVING NOTHING, AND YET POSSESSING EVERYTHING.
(based on 2 Corinthians 6:1-10)

I love this because there are so many contrasts that it is mind blowing and encouraging all rolled in to one. It is hard to comprehend that as a human I can be sorrowful, but always rejoicing. Not sometimes rejoicing or rejoicing when I feel like it, but ALWAYS. Like, how crazy?! That much joy and satisfaction can come from one person who just happened to create the universe, along with everything in it. Oh yeah, and He wants a personal relationship with me.

Courage is a word that is not in your everyday vocabulary, but it is something that is required everyday. Everyday you have to have the courage to get out of bed and step out in to the world.

Along with being word that is not in our vocabulary it is a word that is not usually used in reference to women. Men are seen as the ones who are supposed to be courageous. They are supposed to fight the fights and win the battles.

I am beg to differ. We were all made to lead and do great things through God’s unsurpassable power. He gives us the courage to stand and fight regardless of gender or whether we think of ourselves as courageous people or not.

I was made to be courageous.